Like, punch a wall angry. I finally started physio because I started to get worse and not better. I'm using my dad's insurance, but they will only cover 80% up to 400$. That's noting. each session is 70$ and they want to see me twice a week. I've had 2 appointments and already I'm improving so much! I don't need the cane anymore!! I actually jogged today (i was gonna miss the bus) but when the insurance is up, I'm done. Im scared that when I stop, so will the progress. I can wait for OHIP but that will be months.
But that's not why I'm angry.
I'm angry because my best friend is very sick and there's NOTHING I can do. We've spent the last two days in two different hospitals, the first one saying they cant help her because she technically "belongs" to the second, who today sent us away with a "there's nothing we can do right now" IM SO ANGRY THAT WE HAD TO FIGHT TO GET THE LITTLE HELP WE GOT. IM ANGRY THAT THEY ARE SO DISMISSIVE. I'M ANGRY THAT THERE ARE NOT ENOUGH DOCTORS, OR NOT ENOUGH BEDS. They said today the only reason they didn't admit her was because they didn't have a bed. I'm angry because she is too sick to fight this battle and yet I have no legal right to fight for her. I'm angry that her family doesn't take her seriously.
Im angry because she doesn't deserve this.
